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It’s just gone 5:30am here in England! I’ve just got back into bed. I’ve brought up some of my Dads whiskey that I’ve stolen mixed with some orange juice. All placed nicely together in a portable coffee cup! And that’s after drinking about two bottles of wine as well, which seems to have become a daily thing for me. This alcoholic drink will be the last one that I ever have. I clearly have my issues with alcohol, although I seem to hide it well. Or maybe my friends and family aren’t telling me! Two months ago my little sister dropped dead, she was a heavy drinker as well. And a single parent to a 5 year old. I drank with my little sister a lot and if she reads this blog up there, I’m sorry. But now for her and her daughter it’s time for me to stop this and step up. And I’m using this blog to write about my sister, me, her daughter, our family, how we got to this stage and our journey moving forward. Good, bad, funny and sad ❤️. Really I’m using this more as a diary for me! Cos obviously I’m drunk right now! But I can do this! Anastasia Beaverhausen is the name my sister and I would laugh at! I miss her a lot xx here goes!